Wow

So I boy that I use to talk to a long time ago is now writting to me over e-mail. Its not like it's bad like it was before, but its kind of weird. We kind of stopped being friends after I got into a big fight with him about something stupid. That's actually all I remember was how stupid it was. I like talking to him. He is like that kind of guy I would want to date. But he is dating someone...she is really nice. I've met her before.

I do this have feeling for this boy though. I mean he is like the nicest guy ever! He was friends with me when no one else was. I really really liked him, but he just wanted to use me. Now our e-mails are nothing like they use to be. I mean we talk about his thesis and how I am graduating in May. He is graduating from this masters program. Then I think he is going on to his Ph.D. at UVA or something like that. I know he is at V. Tech right now. His girlfriend goes to UVA...I think. I don't really know the whole deal.

But whatever! I shouldn't obsess over him like I did before!

Its Been Awhile

Its been a long time since I've been on here and the only thing that has changed is my hair color. I still don't have a job and I still graduating in May...in fact its 49 more days. But now its midterm and I am so done. I better go to class now...so short

Another Post because another day

So I am leaving for Toledo in 3 days. I am so excited! I finally get to leave my messed up family to see my other part of my messed up family. Its actually not too bad. I finally get to see my brother. I haven't seen him in months. I never really realized how much I miss him, until the other day when we talk on the phone for an hour. I think I was kind of boring him but it was okay. He actaully ask for advice from me, too. It was amazing. Being the sanest one in my family is kind of weird!

My dad finished IOP yesterday which is good. Then this morning at like 6:30 he wanted to talk about positive thinking. Which of course is fine...but not at 6:30...not so much! I know that he has gotten better, but he is still not well. I know that it's like I am psychoanalyzing him or whatever, but its true. What can I say, I am a psych major.

The job search is coming up a negative...I know no experience in anything that I want to do, so I can't get a job. Its a catch 22! I hate it more than anything else. I know that my dad is getting nervous about this summer but I don't know what I want to do. I think I might try and get a job in Toledo at my uncle's law firm...if he will hirer me. I don't know if my parents would be down for that, but hey its not what you know, its who you, when you try to get into a law firm. And well I know my uncle...so there! I don't know where I would live if I did that, but thats seems like a side item right now. I just need a job!!!!!!!!!